The Unthinkable

What did i do this time? Shoplifting.... seemingly...... :(

Was in Bukit Timah Plaza going for my dental at 12 plus and decided to buy dental floss since supply at home is depleted. Was searching for one and had to make an urgent call to Warunee in thailand to confirm some NTM details. Reception was bad in NTUC Finest and so i decided to walk out of the unit and walked towards the dental clinic. Sorted out the details and put down the phone....almost reaching the clinic and discovered floss in my left hand.....argh......

No one stopped me.....thank GOD! What did i do next? Another unthinkable.....i hesitated. Was it because i couldnt afford? Or too lazy to walk back? Or since it had already happened and so no need to make right? I honestly didnt know why i hesitated. Perhaps it was because i didnt do on purpose and so no need to feel guilty. Have you ever encounter this before? On hindsight, Amy said it could be because of embarassment....perhaps.

Thank GOD i went back to make payment. Had to do the right thing.

Sin is still a sin.... no matter what... and i almost did transgress the law of Singapore and God. I am upset i hesitated, even for 2 seconds. Still trying to come to terms with myself. How could i?????? Argh......sinful sinful creature :(